_lewat,telat,late..

in the name of ALLAH..

its been 4 years,and she's a 21-year-old girl (women?)...but she have never said even a word that shows she LOVE her...its a sad story,and a stu**d little girl.who had 16years live beside her,but never say it out loud...is it too late to do that...

then,she thinks further...

she do wants to say Thank You

she do love her so much

she do wants to say I Love You

she do wants to make her proud by what she have today!

but,maybe its too late..just little too late..

she still remember the last day she was beside her...

oh...she never thinks that the situation could be this worse...

and never thinks of being so guilty by not telling her what she feels inside...

maybe its just a little too late?

the only thing she could do for now...praying and hoping that one day,she'll meet her...with a pleasant smile on her face,with a bright shiny day...oh ALLAH,please hear this once..

"please forgive all the sins i've done,

and the sins of my mother..

who took good care of me,since i was young..

please take good care towards her too..

because You took her first before i could say i love her..

before i could take care of her,to say that i love her much more than others do!

forgive me ALLAH,please forgive me..forgive me when i whine.."

happy mother's day for my late lover,

i'm sorry for not being a good daughter during your lifetime..

i've never said this..but i truly wanted to do so..

THANK YOU for all that you've done to make me happy,and grew me up...

I LOVE YOU MOM...